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Jay; Indonesian, thirteen, MIGS, 22/08/1998
Yas; Malaysian, fourteen, MIGS, 27/02/1997

i really didn't know what to put here but i needed something to make the theme look pretty lol.

wishlist;
new headphones
iphone
ellie goulding poster
make friends with someone unexpected
hair extensions
2012 shopping spree
spend summer in england (2012)
beach holiday with sophie
get over someone
visit rome
& korea with kuyeong
& new zealand
& japan
& greece
& spain
another jewelry box
new dream catcher

today, i pretty much experienced the scariest thing in my life. well, i went grocery shopping with my mama. when we came back and started unpacking the groceries. out of the blue, my mum suddenly gripped on my arm tightly and said that she was finding it hard to breathe. she was taking deep and long breaths and i was scared to death. she sunk down onto the floor and of course my first reaction was to call my dad. i tried to use the house phone but turns out, the phone bill just got cut off. that means, all our hand phones had no lines too and i couldnt get a hold on my dad. i started screaming for my brother and sister to come into the kitchen and tend to my mum. as soon as they saw her, they turned into a complete wreck. i swear to god, it was a really frightening thing to see. first, i tried carrying my mum onto the sofa in the living room and without any help from my brother cause he was busy crying in the corner. although i dont blame him.

i feel really heartless when i say this but, i didnt cry. i dont know. i just didnt. these past few months, abit before the summer holidays, i havent really let anything get to me. i mean, i was really worried. it's just that i didnt have anytime to cry. no one was home, my brother and sister were crying and not helping with the situation and i guess, i just wanted to be the strong one for once. cause im rarely the strong one<3 im the baby of the family :) i let things get to me too easily.

anyway, i ran to my neighbour's house, who is a really good friend of my mother and i told her what just happened. but by the time we came back my brother had already helped my mum onto the sofa and she was feeling better. she was still breathing really heavily though but she said that her chest wasnt tight anymore. i felt like a ton of bricks just fell off my shoulders but im still really worried about her. i mean, what if im at school and it happens again. she's at home alone. when she gets these "attacks" she can't do anything for herself. who is she gonna turn to then? gossshhhh, it's making my head spin. i hope she gets better real soon and thank you god for giving me strength<33333

AND. later that day, aunty mar took me and sam to take our bcg shots. I HATE GETTING SHOTS. im really scared of the needles going through my skin. ohmygod, it was nerve racking. worst of all, the only thing i could look at was sam's smug face. he found the expression on my face amusing. i tried giving him a poker face but i couldn't help it, my face broke out into a smile and before i knew it, i was laughing along with him. fuck you.

yasmyne<3

ps. please pray for my mum and make sure that nothing like that ever happens to her again. insyaallah.